I Have to Stop.

Stop whining ! This Without maid thing messed my life up. I cant even say the right word to myspacers. My lifeturned up to be boring. Like Welcome to Mel's Boredoom Doom's Day. Perghhhhh. Im not looking forward to be what I am not, cuma tak selesa la. IDK what the fuck am i talking about but i know, i really know i getting started to feel a little overwhelming now. Now now where should i start. O h yea, I went to Penang for my ' Sweet Escape'. Aint that sweet I tell you. I was effing sick ans didnt shop a lot -___- Me, Kak Ngah and Mak Lang to some places. Which I Reallllllllllyyyyyyyy LOVVVVVVEEEEEe. Queensbay Queensbay, Sebab sale dia memang bapak tebeliak mata. ILYQ. Then I went to Kedah for more, Langkawi, Ooops, tak smpai lagi :D Thailand! Sedikit lagi! Uncle! SEtapak je boleh? We didnt bring our passports along so kak ngah decide to have a tiny bit step on thailand side. WHICH IS NOT GOING TO CHANGE ANYTHING. WE'RE TALKING :FIRST TIME ON THAILAND HERE. HISTORYY.

Ohhhhh,Mel ada Pak Su comeeeel! Umor dia baru standard 4. Paksu saya pemalu, botak pulak tu. Mel ingt masa mel standard 5,dia suka main bola, agak terer lh. And then main swing kat luar rumah dia. Tapi sekarang dah takde. Mel tnye jugak, mane hilang swing? dia cakap . Takde orang nak main dah so tebang pokok tu. Uwwww ;( Seronok pulak mase tu. Lagi lagi bila dulu mel agak ringan en? Terpusing pusing. Hahaha. Tak macam MBSA punya.

Pak Lang , very the quiet. But bila cakap about study, -____________________- I DONT LIKE IT. HE BORES ME. MAMA! YOUR BROTHER -IN-LAW IS BORING! .

It ends here.

Sekian Lama, Hello 2009

I''m anxious about next year. I'm going to sit on a HUGE exam. Sijil Peperiksaan Malaysia, weyy fikir title ni macam 'eleeh,SPM je'. sorry sikit okay, title ni lah what im craving for :p HAHA, bapak semangat nak pekse nih. Azam-azam mesti ada :

1.I want to ignore all the bullshets.
2.Living life all of my own and living with people that i know.
3.Launching dreams.
4.Make people around me smile, or smirk pun jadi lah! :D
5.To collect my Cecilia Ahern's books and collect all my books back from some frnds -_- gimme back! Jean Ure's are my fav!

6.Vanish aay my shopping spirit everytime i see shoes or so whatever. At least my pope is happy when i 'BIJAK BERBELANJA'. haha if dengan yeaaa, but dgn ayah, just pick and pay *seronok
7. Pass Addmath yang suck-a-lot-of-shitteys. Chem and Physics. Take ART lah! Makanan gua :p cheit
8.Sembahyang penuh. HEH
9.Tak nak main main banyak kot. Wow,perangai nisusah nak padam, oh well.
10.If 9 tu masih melekat, so semua ni just like a piece of crap lah!

haha
11. I'll Love Myself For Being So Fat and Fab and a girl that people loves to hang out with :)

Budak Yang Senang Di Buli

Aku tak boleh nak kata NO to them. Okay,cerita dia macam ni. dorang selalu and suka and gemar and minat pinjam barang aku, example, correction tape -_- roller coaster dorang panggil? Errk. I know it sounds silly sebab hal kecik pun jadi masalah. TETAPI! diorang guna ikut sesuka hati and fikir aku macam supplier? gila kau, turn aku nak guna, dah habis. FUCK FUCKFUCK. guna pun tak ingt dunia. Like HELLO! kaalau tkde correcter and tersalah tu crosskan jelah guna pen, tau nak lawa je. aku pun guna macam tulah, tak heran lah sgt pun. anyway, beli lah sendiri. Yang aku pun satu, susa betul nak cakap " Tak boleh kat dorang". Boleh tu boleh lah, tapi tak sampai hati kot nak buat macam tu, sebab we'll stick like about one more year kan? so I must be nice to them, if not they'll hate me like hell. cukup lah they imitated me by my SPEAKING. Orang speaking sikit nak kecoh, suka hati lah nak selesa macam macam punya pasal . Fikir korang betul sgt? FUck to some classmates -_-

BOO-hoo

im just having the worst day ever, this is not the first time for confirmation. It started out at school, I've got to carry 10 textbooks and 3 little ones, of course to return it. And then I got charged for RM2.00 for not wrapping the textbooks. I was Ok,this is a lil bit awkward. 2 ringgit pun tak cukup nak beli plastic and selophentape, macam sial. and then masa balik, I bought a Choco Iced Blended, it wasnt yummy yummy, sebab orang lain yang buat. more like a traineee nak amek upah, Like HELLO, you nak spm, pegi lah sekola! -__- you gimme chocolate shit! Gimme my money back, shit! Urgh, then i got hom and check my phone, ok i've waited for an hour for him to text me (friday prayers) . and then, he's not in a good shape. so I have to be "ok meeeeel, stop being so emotional,dia ada hati jugak, maybe he's hurt right now". On the secong thought, why cant he share his problem -_____________- lagi lah panjang muncung aku, dia fikir i cant be his besfrnd too. By, if you ead this, im so sorry. but this is how i feel. You cant hide your feelings kan? you've promised you'll share everything kan? even our boxers :P I care about you by. Ok, the serious part is when bila bngun dari tido je i dah start hashum hashum and feeling sicky, Uh-oh, dont tell me that i am demam! macam bebudak lah demam ni, Pastu selalu dngar mama cakap " Kakak dah mkn panadol? Lepas ni tido " Ohhhhh this is why i hate being sicky.