craving

im having a harsh year, and i need to be alone. away

Thnkyoufrnds.

Make me cry, make me now! Its a stupid thing to cry over you. My friends got so demanding and i received some un-easy comments.

• "He has someone else Mel."
• "Don't you think she is better for him?"
• "Let it go Mel."
• "Fuck him for letting things go."
• "I might want to get out of your shell a bit."
• "Mel, bagi jelah, bukan laki you pun.".
• "You tngok la , let's see how far they'll go."
• "She is a kid -_-."

Some of the comments helps. But some of it, i cant really get over it, im sorry guys. i know i could be much more stronger if i face up my challenges without thinking about him. and do not stalk his MySpace.

+But guys, he said that he wasn't sure about it :( un-easy comments :

+i told you mel, its not going to be like it usually does. things goes around.

+Cari lah boyfriend dekat U. lagi handsome.

+Mel, remember, you dah tngok He's just not that into you kan? maybe macam tu la

+Apa apa pun, dia still akan contact that girl, belakang you kan? who knows syg?

Yang ni kurang sikit orang nak comment, sebab buntu dah kot, tak tau nak buat apa? Should i trust this guy, like i trusted him before?

a simple picture, extravagant meaning

Desperate?

Broken hearts left with open wounds
Somehow yours healed real soon
Unfortunately, I'm still here
Left with guilt, pain and fear
I'm glad that you're all right
With no more tears left to fight
But why are things still this way?
Why are there no words to say?
If we talk we fight and complain
I'm always left with nothing gained
I hurt you- then it was your turn
And like a candle I was burned
I made mistakes that I regret
Big deal, that's life, forgive-forget
With so much life I've left to live
I know I have even more to give
I'll do my best- with my head held high
To make mistakes, learn and never cry.

i never been so desperate before. this is what i feel, it took me 2 hours and tears to finish this up.