Desperate?

Broken hearts left with open wounds
Somehow yours healed real soon
Unfortunately, I'm still here
Left with guilt, pain and fear
I'm glad that you're all right
With no more tears left to fight
But why are things still this way?
Why are there no words to say?
If we talk we fight and complain
I'm always left with nothing gained
I hurt you- then it was your turn
And like a candle I was burned
I made mistakes that I regret
Big deal, that's life, forgive-forget
With so much life I've left to live
I know I have even more to give
I'll do my best- with my head held high
To make mistakes, learn and never cry.

i never been so desperate before. this is what i feel, it took me 2 hours and tears to finish this up.