Summarized it,

Watched this documentary on HBO, the story titled "To Be Fat Like Me". Its says that, fat people use to get offended by others. the girl in the story is actually skinny, and she wants to make this mission a secret from others. her mum was skinny and beautiful but as soon as she got her second son, she wasn't aware with her diet, when Alyson, is an athlete. she was ashame of her mother eating disorder. her mum was fat, to me, its possible for adults to get fatter than when they were young.

i jotted down a few things, it says that, we shouldn't be ashamed of ourselves , why would people want us to be to? being fat is not that we have to bully ourselves, taking aweself back , when you want to do something, do it, asking a girl or a guy out, go for it, its not like we're going to die after that, try that out, it wont hurt a thing. in a matter of fact, we're getting our boost of confidence even better.im not a pro at this, but this is what i think , yea because im fat too, i can feel their feelings in the story. who are them to judge us? not to all the readers though, for those who are somehow like me :)

i want to ask, how the heck can we be confident when people cant stop making fun of us? give us time, its not a problem to you. you're not the one who gives us food or money to buy candy bars.
realise it people, its big people with a big heart. deep inside i think, fat people is sensitive, they'll show it when theres a tube of chunky monkey ice cream in front of them. truth hurts. so am i, im mad at those who called me Fat, im not fat, im just a bit bigger than you, and im more into food. you cant expect i would be skinnny in a few days, aneroxic? hmm, i did this, i sticked my finger into my throat, and starting today i became someone that is "not eating". thnks to those who made me like this, i know it sounds stupid, hmmm its been 4 days now. btw, we still can love that person even we're mad at them? and i didnt burst into tears , im comfortable now.