Biar dia terasa

I pity the fools who believe in you
because I know someday now, they'll see your colours too.
And if you see a smile, besides my face, know I'm doing good now.
Since you've been erased.


haha, entahlah, tak tau pun ni untuk sape, tapi ni yang saye rase saye nak type. end dia mmg pedih, tapi terimalah :)

getting out of the shell

Genes may play a role, but there are ways to overcome it.

"I had lots of friends, but I had no dates," Carducci, the director of the Indiana University Southeast Shyness Research Institute, said of his youth. Shyness is "something that I work at."


Recipes for shyness ,
shyness requires a sense of self — which develops only after about 18 months of age. It involves feelings of excessive self-consciousness, negative self-evaluation and negative self-preoccupation.

"Shy people operate as if thy have a mirror in front of them all the time," he told LiveScience.


A shy disposition

In a nutshell, shy people want to be outgoing and friendly, but can't seem to figure out how to do it, Carducci said.

They are also slow to "warm up" in new social situations, partly because they are so self-conscious.

"They'll go to a social function, but if they're not comfortable within 10 minutes, they'll turn and they'll run," Carducci said.

They may be social and have friends, but they tend to do the same things over and over again with the same small circle of people, rather than exposing themselves to new social situations.

Carducci points out, however, that shyness is not related to self-esteem. People can be confident in certain aspects of their lives—they may be able to give presentations in front of hundreds of people—but the thought of making small talk with a stranger might make them extremely anxious.

Don't be shy of a cure

There are a number of approaches to overcoming their shyness.

One is through relaxation training. People might try imagining themselves in different social situations while taking slow, deep breaths to keep calm.

Chasing cars, chasing time

Hello, im back. and i really wish i could be happy like i was 5 years back then. but today, i felt the happiness, at school and even at home. who made me feel this way? classmates or sure, they are heck of fun :) i learned 3 things from Bahri, and i teached him one thing. the dont-you-dare head shake with the gedik finger ;p and seriously bah and ameer, you guys are not gedik natural . Haha. oh and maybe i ate some KISSES choclates, thnks K :) "i cant give you real kisses, but i can give these kisses, i hope you love it." this is just so sweet, but he is a friend now. talking about friends, this is a survey about them.


Friendliest: dur danah mustaffa
Prettiest: anis nabila mansur
Most talkative: norzasyakila zakaria
Most arrogant: hazirah?
Most inmature: allysa nugget, shazmin hashim, ainur sabreena, hurul hamid
.Most mature: siti nurul idayu bt abd sapian
Most perfect: alia ruzalan
Most obsessive: alia ruzalan, muhd khidhr
Richest: mirya sahhudin
Most unlucky: khairul syazwan?
One you've known for longest: alia ruzalan
One you can most relate to: alia ruzalan
One that is most like you physically: haha not a friend, tapi ade satu , kat 5C ;p
One that you've known for the less longest: hanan manan
One that has the best grammar: haqqima raj
One that shares your hobbies: alia ruzalan, hidayah zaili razib, haqqima raj
One shares your musical interest: haqqima raj , farah ainaa
One that you have slept over their house more than 5 times: alia ruzakan, dah mcm rumah sendiri :)
One that never slept over your house: semua except alia, i trust her :)
Skinniest: farah ainaa, rafidah james, natasya amira
Smartest: stacey eng, helshiela julies
Stupidest: naqqiudin
One that dyes their hair most: adzfar mudh banhawi
One that has the darkest hair color: entah, semua asian, so semua kot ;p
One that has the lightest hair color: entah, dorang tak tayang pun :)
One that paints their nails more often: hafizah hani razali
Most gangster: khidhr, ahmad sofiadi, ahmad wafa'a, naqib, fahmi
Most creative: alia ruzalan, wafa'a, haqqima and me ;p haha

i didnt meant to hurt your feelings, this is what we called no MERCY !