20090619

1906! Thnks :)

  1. Wafaa : hehe secret nih :)
  2. 0172636648? : Happy birthday melissa amiera bt roslan!
  3. Alia : hey, happy 17th birthday to you miera! erm, hp kite kena rampas kat sekola.
  4. Keemiko : melly! happy birthday dear! moga panjang umur and murah rezeki, ily.
  5. Adib Bolton : mel, happy birthday kay, sorry lambat :)
  6. 0193711224? : !!! Happy befday!!!
  7. Ainaa: mel,happy bday! may god bless you. wey sorry lmbt wish. smlm i tk larat nak tunggu.
  8. Cikgu Akma: haa? bday kamu eh? happy bday and i hope awak dpt straight A's ye :)
  9. 5F students :D

  1. haha sorry guys yang 40 wishes tu semua yang sama, thnks for wishing btw :D

20090618

Today again

Everything went so well :)

20090617

Today

aku balik rumah saje aku terasa lapar dan malang : sebab aku tak sangka result aku seteruk ini, hampa weh. aku banyak banyak buat solat taubat, aku nak mintak maaf kat mama sebab meninggikan suara kat dia. sorry mama, i love you :') kat ayah pun sama, sebab cepat sangat memberontak bila tak dapat apa yang aku nak.


sorry jugak kat farah ainaa isa, disebabkan aku puasa, aku tkley nak teman dia pergi ambil buku kawalan, go ainaa! you can go solo! * sorak sorak guna pom pom kuning. and juga kepada puan shanti, bukan melissa tak sayang cikgu, sayang saje, tapi jangan la treat kawan kawan saye yang tak amek EST tu mcm tu :( tak baik. kalau cikgu buat mood saye baik, saye baik le dengan cikgu.

pagi tadi, mama pesan, pakai pakaian yang tutup aurat, i was mad at first, tapi wth kan, she's my mum, selagi aku duduk dengan dia, selagi tu aku denga cakap dia. pakai loafer pun, pakai jelah. petang tu, aku dah start pakai something yang memang tak dijangkalah, korek punya korek, jumpa satu blouse yang cute dalam almari -,- dah lama beli tapi tak pernah pakai pun, nasib baik muat. * sorak sorak lagi! pakai pom pom pink! mama pun puji, suka kalau kena puji dgn mama, terasa macam a princess :) mama kate kakak good girl, heish, malu ! tapi bangga! * tutup mata dengan baju,hihi.

then time magreb, aku berjaya berpuasa untuk hari ke-2! :D aku merungut, tapi mama ada je ckp, kalau mcm ni dosa la, kalau mcm tu dosa la, tapi mmg betul pun, sayang mama! * terasa mcm nak peluk mcm skrg ni! tapi mama dalam bilik, malas ah :P. mama buat soya bean untuk kakak, tenkiu mama!

WSHLIST1906

Yang pink! :D
INI SATU KEPERLUAN! :D haha saye nak dia nyanyi lagu "happy birthday" kat saye bolehhhh? dgn aksi gay dia sekali.

Sape yang bagi aku guitar ni on the 19th, dah tertera dalam bilik, mmg aku sayang smpai mati.



20090615

Dear single life,

may i be as strong as my other single friends? i think i would rather go solo, when he's just not that into me, i wouldn't be that effing cheap, well,i have to confess, i love him. do you think i'll survive this way? i think it so too. i can't wait to find some new things out there, i recalll, NEW THINGS. i really wanted to have a serious relationship with him, but luck, luck doesnt presents itself then. you know who you are, play.work.fun-mate :)

20090612

You could.

Hello, my name is Melissa Amiera

Im 17.

I hope I'll keep this blog and stickin' to it.

20090608

Dayam Mad.

Cant take my eyes off you - Muse

Vol : 100%

20090529

Someone,One Day, Aminn

*So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end.
*Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with.
-Kroager

*Nobody wants to be the last one there.
*Everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
*Someone to love with my life in their hands.
*There's gotta be somebody for me like that.
*Because nobody wants to do it on their own.
*And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
*There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
*There's gotta be somebody for me out there.

Amin.

20090527

Very very plastic words.

Kau dah cakap sorry kat aku, tapi kau buat lagi benda yang sama, baik tak payah apologize. Buang saliva and masa aku untuk mendengar. Byotch plastic.



KAU MEMANG BODOOOOOOOOH! DAN AKU TAK BODOH SANGAT TETAPI BAIK HATI KERANA MEMAAFKAN KESALAHAN KAU YANG PERMANENT DAN "sorry" KAU YANG TEMPORARY!

I think I swear

I will always love my Thurdayyyyyyyyyssssss! :D


My mood is really happy and balancing.

20090522

Happy Fill-in

I would [ buy and Apple iPod at Australia ] for [ 200 ] dollars.

If I had a [baby ] I’d name it [ Melissa Aurora].

My friend [ today ] is [ pregnant].

If I made a movie it would be about [ fat people] and I’d call it [ People with Fats.].

When I was [6 ] I was [a coward ].

My s/o (or ex) is such a [ whore]

Barack Obama [ is the underdog!].

Love is [ unpredictable].

If I was drunk I’d be more likely to [do it again].

If I could make my own man/woman, he/she would have [ long leg and arms], [ a guitar], and [ money and love and the moves on bed].

Everyone should take time to [ fuck alone, hehe].

If I could create my own heaven for when I die it would [ be pinkish].

This survey is [suitable for all ages] because [it's fucking clean :) ].

20090521

F words, serious.

Fuck,everything is fucking fine, myself is fucking great with my effing fucking attitude, im fucking tired when i need to here my fucking dudes babble, Fucking fuckers that intiminated me so fucking much and fucking annoying papers that are fucking miserable. Fucking to this fucking pc, fucking slow like a fucking poke.

... Feels fucking better :)


I told you the title is serious.

20090515

History Misery

Myyyyy, Ohhh myyyy, History paper 1 was not that hard la, but all of a sudden, dia tanya about chapter 2 form 5!If and only if I can talk to the paper!


Mel: Bitch, mengapa kau mesti muncul!
Unspoken Paper: Munis suruh ! :\ Damn.

*Note to self, whatever happens, your marks will be like Ayu's.

20090514

Failing Sailing fer Good.

My BM was more like sucky. I mean suck balls . I mean I dont know it sucks.

20090511

Specially For Broken-hearted People.

I'm sorry I fell for you
I'm sorry I asked you out
I'm sorry you hurt me
I'm sorry we spent time together
I'm sorry I held on to you
I'm sorry we kissed
I'm sorry we loved each other
I'm sorry you lied
I'm sorry I wanted you
I'm sorry we held each others hands
I'm sorry we walked in the rain
I'm sorry we took pictures
I'm sorry we made memories
I'm sorry I hurt you
I'm sorry I wasted my money
I'm sorry you wanted to die
I'm sorry we drifted apart
I'm sorry we sneaked around
I'm sorry we both wanted it
I'm sorry I let go
I'm sorry you were undetermined
I'm sorry we had differences
I'm sorry I was so stupid
I'm sorry we wasted time
I'm sorry we every met
I'm sorry you cant leave
I'm sorry I couldn’t say no
I'm sorry I talked to you that first day
I'm sorry it will never end


Mellsha Amiera.

:S

Why must things get so frustating in the end? Why can't we end something with joy? And minus the TEARS OF JOYNESS. That's shit.

20090510

Untuk Insan yang Ku Gelar Boyfriend.

Sorry


I’m sorry of being so emotional
I’m sorry of being so possessive
I’m sorry that I cry for you
I’m sorry because I can’t live without you

I’m sorry for the tears you shed
I’m sorry for the damage I made
I’m sorry I’ve made you sick
Sorry I hurt you so deep

I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I’m sorry for each and every fight
I’m sorry for your pain & agony
I’m sorry for the missing harmony

I’m sorry for my selfish love
I’m sorry for not caring enough
I’m sorry for my restlessness
I’m sorry for the losing grace

I’m sorry my friend I made you mad
I’m sorry darling you are so sad
Sorry for not giving you any happiness
Sorry because it’s my disgrace

I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much
I’m sorry I always miss your touch
I’m sorry of being so mad about you
I’m sorry for my every blue

I’m sorry of being so immature
I’m sorry now that can’t be cured
I’m sorry of being myself
I’m sorry that I’ve failed

I’m sorry and sorry again
I’m sorry of being insane
But believe me that I love you
Should I say sorry for that too?


This is very really meant for you , S.

20090424

I got life to do too.

I got life,
I got laughs,
I got freedom,
I got good times,

I got crazy ways
I got headaches and toothaches
And bad times too
Like you

I got my hair
I got my head
I got my brains
I got my ears
I got my eyes
I got my nose
I got my mouth
I got my teeth
I got my tongue
I got my chin
I got my neck
I got my tits
I got my heart
I got my soul
I got my back
I got my ass
I got my arms
I got my hands
I got my fingers
Got my legs
I got my feet
I got my toes
I got my liver
Got my blood

I got my guts
I got my muscles.

20090417

Saye pun nak mulakan hidup baru jugak :)

Lets begin our day with a smile and a tear in the end :) I memang :

-lemah orangnye sebab tk banyak ikutan yang TERPAKSA ikut.
-sensitive orangnya sebab at least i BERHATI PERUT and BERTIMBANG RASA.
-suka senyum orangnye, but when orang dah buat SIAL dalam hidup ni, terpaksa lah menangis.
-mengaku, you SEMPURNA orangnye. Tapi DALAM TIDAK.
-tak seDESPERATE orangnye, apa yang datang, ambil jelah.
-tak berSEPENDAPAT dengan you. Tapi apa yang ada, TERPAKSA ikut.
-tak suka diSURUH bagai kuli yang makan TAIK sendiri.
-tak SUKA gaya i? LAGI TAK SUKA gaya u.
-GAYA PLASTIC you.

20090405

Common Reboundation

The title has something to do with the content. that im not an ordinary rebound girl that you will always play along with. i smile, because the way you laugh is fucking ugly. i cried because the way you tell your sobbish stories patheticly ,


don't u ever think that we can be besties, just because we used to be together back then. And now, you're seeking for my forgiveness and you thought I cant live without you. Look around, you dont have someone who loves you know, just your parents and sibs. Look at my surrounding now,if you're about to dream, you'll see im going to have my boyfriend beside me, my mum at my left and im sitting on my dad's lap. At least i loved by people. But you, BOO-HOO you, you only got your one cheating girlfriend, once she cheated, you forgave her. Twice,you did the same thing too. Thrice, i dont know why you're so stupid to trust her just like that, In a SNAP. And you betrayed me and your dear little friends that helped you a lot. Every second wehh,lepas tu pompuan yang you fikirkan GIRLFRND tu, tolong u pun, mintak balik pembalasan.

THINK WISELY , YOU MIGHT LOSE EVERYTHING.

P.S//: YOUR FRIENDS TOLD ME. THANK YOU.