Hipotesis minggu ini.

-lagi usha dia, lagi aku sakit hati.
-lagi ingat benda lama, lagi aku nak nangis.
-lagi aku topup, lagi aku nak contact dia.
-lagi banyak homework, lagi malas aku nak buat.
-lagi banyak orang contact aku, lagi aku nak menyendiri, sory LYY.
-lagi lama aku plan, lagi habuk aku dapat.
-lagi aku marah, lagi serabut kepala aku.
-lagi bnyk masalah, lagi aku tknak datang sekolah.
-lagi buat keje, lagi aku tak cukup tido, eventho BUKAN KERJA AKU PUN.

YA, AKU MEMANG JENIS ORANG SENANG DIKETEPIKAN, BILA DIPERLUKAN KAU AKAN SE-DESPERATE-DESPERATE-NYA MINTA PERTOLONGAN DARI AKU. APABILA KAU SENANG, KAU MENIGGALKAN AKU. KAU TIDAK KISAH AKAN APA YANG BERLAKU. SEBAB KAU DISUKAI ORANG, KAU RAMAI KAWAN.

enough said. mmg mood geram. mekaseh.

Fat fingers.

50 words

Typingtest

I think I have a talent now :p

Bila saya

Dengar lagu :

Zee Avi , Bitterheart : berangan tgh main ukulele :)

Yellow Card , Everywhere : saye akan pretend saye main drums.

Wonder Girls , Nobody : saye pun nak joget gedik gedik.

The Redjumpsuit Apparatus , Your Guardian Angel : ni saye duduk diam, sbb sedih.

The Killers , Mr Brightside : ni mmg saye ikut nyanyi same!

Taking Back Sunday , You are so last summer : saye rasa benci sgt kat orang tu.

Papa Roach ,Scars : saye pun nak rock-ish jugak :) release tension ni,

Oh Chentaku, Starlight Stalker : teringat kat AWAK !

Nickelback , Far Away : saye pretend saye nyanyi solo.

Ne-yo , Mad : menangis! :D

Ne-yo, Because of you : -,- emm

Miley Cyrus , Hoedown Throwdown : joget like the dance tutorial! :)

Meg and Dia , Going away : nyanyi sekuat hati.

Demi Lovato , Dont forget : nyanyi sekuat hati, geram.

Demi Lovato , La La Land : nyanyi sekuat hati, riang.

Arctic Monkeys , Mardy Bum : brangan main guitar solo :D haha

Jackson 5 , I'll Be there : buat suara kecik.

Souljaboy, Kiss me thru the phone : saye just nyanyi part dia give the number. haha i cant rap

Beyonce, Listen : saye miming.

Enrique, Taking back my Love : saye head bang je :)

this is my playlist in Ares.

OVER-RATED.

OVERCOMES,OVERCOMERS,OVEREACTING, OVER-REACTORS, SO KNOWN AS DRAMA QUEENS, OVERALL, THEY SUCK.

Tag! You're it! :D

HEHE, ni prediction saje, tapi aneem got to choose her choice! :P

Please add my new YM.

melissaamiera@yahoo.com.

Si celaka tukar password aku :)

The medicine of the day

1. A text from The Pusher.
2. Epul called me Wicked Whore. haha bodoh!
3. Asha's pretending to drive the MyVi.
4. Google.
5. Laughters with Mak Tok.
6. La La Land- Demi Lovato.
7. Mickey Mouse Clubhouse, watched it with Asha.
8. Lontong :P
9. Wore baju kurung to tution, its comfy though.
10. Jalan sini sana at school, and enough food for today. Nuff said.
11. Learnt a Lesson :)

She goes happily ever after

That girl, yeah me, she is happy to live like this, its not like she's not grateful to have a boy that comforts her, she was just wasn't ready. who would you blame ? situation like this can't be forgotten in a giff, kinda hard though, but if you succeed to forget it, she'll call you a winner, if you don't , a whinner is your second name. it's easy to be selfish, thats me. A boy called me that, selfish, a word that fits her great. Sorry, you can either blame yourself or your bitches for this problem. But what she realises is, she is happy, damn happy, the tears of joyness roll down to her cheeks because she is proud of herself, for what she had done to herself. she apologises again readers, and a reader that might not like this post so much, im so sorry.

i wont tell

am i that sucky?

What's up Melissa Amiera?

hey, i dont feel great now, im feeling so down, really down under until i dont know where it takes me now, i dont feel like studying , i keep on skipping classes , and schools, but more into comps and really into my Seni kerja, someone out there, yeah out there, he cares, but after things happened, and he's really busy with his practical that i wished would be ended soon ;( come on, i need attention, not in a desperate way, i mean hell yeah like desperate but in a way with love. and there's no one now pushing me to study,


SOMEONE: Study okay, nak SPM.
SOMEONE 1 : Hey, pehal memalas ni? jadik la orang bergune sikit.
SOMEONE 2:Mel, i wont give you anything if tkde buku depan mata you.


Hmmm, i miss these 3 someones, a girl and two guys. thnk you :)

May the curse be with You

Today i really feel like crying, the person that i care the most, no doubt, i care about him. if i'm not, please prove me wrong. im trying to speak but you turn me down, but i didnt stop talking, not a chance, when i keep talking, you hung up. and one day you'll see, you'll feel what i felt because karma is turning back to you.




and may the curse be with you.

Hensem :)

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Happy :)

Maaf! 920619105968 tidak dipilih untuk menyertai PLKNSiri 7/ 2010, Terima kasih.

Terima kasih kat kau jugak! :D

Why?

He's just too perfect, awwww, how perfect he is :)


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Alaa, now he's going away :(

Macam ni pulak saye rase,

wah wah wah hari ni sangat penat! langsung takde masa nak mengade ngade dengan sesape pun! harap maklum, saye busy dengan keje kayu saye lagipun -,- some said, "SPM lagi penting". ye betul, tapi ada orang buat saye marah ssgt, saye pun marah la sesangat sekarang ni! bukan sebab die kacau saye buat keje, die buat saye sakit hati bnyk bnyk!



*kepada readers, jgn la terasa diri anda yang telah menyemak dlm notis di atas :)

Easing

God, penatnye ;(

I would have babies, not with you.

Biasanya i always tell a friend of mine about you, sweet things about you though :) nothing bitter, and nothing too sour. but sour to me because you treat me like *h**, im sorry, but i felt so s**tted by you. but i dont know why i still like you, your AURA maybe? ada ke something like AURA ni? i guess AURA ni affected myself so much, you bnyk sakitkan hati i, tapi i know how to ease the hurt, by not contacting you.

terima kasih bebnyk kat you yang pamper i kekadang :) tapi rasa like i yang terhegeh-hegeh, i mean over-reacting ke? yea, over. when you pun tak ambil kisah, you ambil kisah kot -,- tapi tak mahu tunjuk. ego mungkin? i percaya egois tu wujud. tapi a friend of mine ada cakap ni.

FRIEND : mel, cuba you yang buat dia terhegeh-hegeh kat you. it seems fair to me.
MEL : idea yang menarik, tapi tak sampai hati, i love him :
FRIEND: if dia sampai hati buat u mcm tu, kenape you tk boleh? kan?
MEL : saye cuba ye friend.

ni, tgh tunjuk la ni yang saye kurang kisah pasal dia :) im trying, giving it till the maxx.
:(

Kakak act,

went to maktok's. i wore something that i really didnt wish to wear. forced? i dont think its a suitable word, i dont know how to describe. i wasnt ready. mama once said, " ni wajib dibuat, tak boleh ready or tak ready". so yea, thats true.

bm boleh?

so lame lame kemudian, mama dengar like bunyi kereta mak teh. then all of sudden, mama nak comment the shirt i wear, its not actually a shirt, a blue blouse. and bukan mak teh pun.

Mama: makteh nampak nanti, kang makteh bising.

Kakak: knape pulak? dah kira okay kot apa kakak pakai ni? semua nak dnga ckp dia, jgnlah kasi dia control life kakak, jgn jadi hypocryte sgt.

Kak Ngah: betul la tu ape mak teh tegur.

mama ajak ke depan, kak ngah bawak garnier punya facial wash. then i asked, nak buat facial ramai ramai ke? ohh tak, things get ugly.

Mama: kakak, betullah ape mak teh tegur tu, she cares about her niece, mcm mama tegur kak ngah jugak. *grabbed my hand.

And i felt like leaving, tapi i have to sit.Then mama dah start touch about dosa-dosa and about me being a big girl. man im 17 :) i started crying.

there are things i have to say but i didnt say a single word. *crying.

kakak memang salahkan mama sekarang ni. mama dulu takde nak ajar kakak benda benda ni semua, bila kakak pakai apa2 , you dont even care, bila dah besar panjang ni baru nak suruh pakai stokings, loose clothes, tudung that covers everything, its not like i didnt try, tapi tadi tu i tried, i tried to be open-minded and i listened to her advices. kak ngah kata take it slowly, one step at a time, tapi tngh one step la ni, mama bukannye boleh a step a time, mama nak sekali langkah besar. kak ngah tak tahu, mama pun tadi tak confess yang mama suruh mcm mcm sekali gus. kakak yang kena tanggung all this,kakak tahu semua orang pun kena buat benda yang sama and benda yang tak mendatangkan dosa, kakak boleh buat apa yang mama suruh, its just jgn push kakak, kakak pun bnyk fikir jugak, cuma tak bercerita, dah la kakak ni slow, nak fikir this and that, kakak tahu apa kakak buat sekarang ni, the thing is kakak memang dalam progress to change how i wear. mama tak nmpk semua tu, bukan nak tunjuk keras kepala kakak ni, i just know it, kakak pun ada time yang kakak tak nak orang control cara hidup kakak, kakak boleh rely on myself jugak. and kakak tak blame mama for this , cuma marah, sebab pasal orang yang lebih kuat agama sikit dari kita, nak kena rasa diperkecilkan. mama selalu ikutkan apa yang orang kata. tu yang kakak tak suka pasal mama, orang cakap semua betul ,and kalau dah dapat approval from diri mama, terus nak buat and expect kitorang buat benda yang sama. boleh ikut, tapi mengambil masa la, kakak dah tahu tanggungjawab kakak sekarang ni, jgn risau, kakak selalu ingt Allah. Sorry if kakak tak cakap apa apa dekat kak ngah or fawi after that, kakak rasa kena attack secara mengejut, kakak boleh ditegur tapi takes time to 'makan' those advices.

*thank you mama, kak ngah and fawi.

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Today again

Everything went so well :)