Common Reboundation

The title has something to do with the content. that im not an ordinary rebound girl that you will always play along with. i smile, because the way you laugh is fucking ugly. i cried because the way you tell your sobbish stories patheticly ,


don't u ever think that we can be besties, just because we used to be together back then. And now, you're seeking for my forgiveness and you thought I cant live without you. Look around, you dont have someone who loves you know, just your parents and sibs. Look at my surrounding now,if you're about to dream, you'll see im going to have my boyfriend beside me, my mum at my left and im sitting on my dad's lap. At least i loved by people. But you, BOO-HOO you, you only got your one cheating girlfriend, once she cheated, you forgave her. Twice,you did the same thing too. Thrice, i dont know why you're so stupid to trust her just like that, In a SNAP. And you betrayed me and your dear little friends that helped you a lot. Every second wehh,lepas tu pompuan yang you fikirkan GIRLFRND tu, tolong u pun, mintak balik pembalasan.

THINK WISELY , YOU MIGHT LOSE EVERYTHING.

P.S//: YOUR FRIENDS TOLD ME. THANK YOU.

Makin lama, makin moody :|

sorry guys kalau terkasar bahasa dengan korang, sebab i feel strange these lately sbnarnye. macam something yang hilang. mcm pokok mangga yang telah cut down, i mean tumbang, and my grandparents, my dad's friend , my old friend, my ex-bestfriend. i don't think im going to tell anybody, some of my problems i mean. literally, yea.

Kisses here,kisses there.

What every kiss means
~Kiss on the stomach = I'm ready
~Kiss on the Forehead = I hope we're together forever
~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything
~Kiss on the Cheek = You look so cute
~Kiss on the Hand = I adore you
~Kiss on the Neck = We belong together
~Kiss on the Shoulder = I want you
~Kiss on the Lips = I LOVE U

At then , I felt like crying

Dah dapat paper lagi, Oh maaaaaaaaaai ;(

EST:74%
PHYS: 60%
SEJ: 75%
CHEM: 30% pathetic sangat kan? very stupidddddddddddd


And i heard the news about there's only a person yang pass addmaths. God,I was effin' upset.


Luckily,my mum was okay about it. Icalled my dad, and he said, "tkpe,i never passed it either".

So they make me feel better now. Thnks Ayah, Ma.

Hasilnya :)

Setelah saye study , i mean like ok,study la jugakkan :P tapi at last bawak paper jugak masuk exam. Which is something only we know :D

English: 78% berdegup gila kot time nak amek paper tu , ahaha
ICT: 78% oklah kannnn , kot
Maths: 62% and saye sangat envy Ainaa sbb in the class dia sorng je dapat A , Grrrr
P.Islam: 80%, hikhik pencapaian yang paling tinggi yang penah saye capai. haha


i'll update some more :D

Anda Di-Tag :D

The Good friend : Alia
The Slow One: Alisha Nugget
The Pimp:Khidhr
The Good Little Church Girl : Mei Kuan Yee *Tracy
The Shy One: Hzirah
The One That Always Swears: Farah Ainaa
The Grumpy One: Epet
The One Who Always gets Hurt: Ameer Fahd
The One That Ups to No Good: :P
The Jock: Hisyam
The One with bad memory: Semua orang yang saye kenal :D
The Geek: Me
The Innocent One: Shima
The Goodie Two Shoes: Dayae
The Drama Queen: Erien
The Lazy One: Zik
The Gangster: Sofiadi :P
The Stylish One: Anem
The Flirt: Adib
Thr Tiny Dangerous One: Eila Nasir
The Tower: Bah
The One with all the Gossips: Anky
The Ladies Man:Yusno ? hahahahahaha
The One You can depend On: Alia
The Annoying One: Khairul
The Cutie Pie: Ayeesha
The Princess: Mama
The Funny Guy: Nabil :P
The Ones Thats Always Hungry: Me

I Love You List

*Zainormiza Zakaria
*Roslan Sahim
*Kamsiah
*Zakaria
*Muhd. Jimmy
*Maizatul Aneem
*Muiz Aiman
*Adi Yusuff
*Anas Takim
*Marlieya Ayeesha
*Bebik Timayah, Bebik Turini, Bebik Aisa, Bebih Ani (BEBIK KOMUNITY)
*Fawizah Fathir
*Fairuz Fathir
*Thish Fathir
*Ahmad Sofiadi
*Farah Ainaa
*Nur Alia Ruzalan
*Yusnur Yunus
*Dayae
*Achai
*Rosepet Delagend
*Dur Danah Mustaffah
*Adila Nasir
*Athirah Ruzalan
*Amiira Nugget
*Alisha Nugget
*Adib Mustaqeem
*Abe Chips-Lan
*Khidhr
*Muhd Azim Mustaffa
*Amar Ashraf
*Teacher Yusuf
*Hana Nashwa
*Teacher Rohaya
*Yusof Abd Halim
*Qamaruddin
*Amirrudin
*Hello Kitty
*Hefner :P

for being there for me.

Freedem! :D

Hih, today im so happy because i get to sleep well without thinking anything :p today is the last paper.

Maths: Erhhhh,ada satu soalan careless -_- can i have my paper back?

Agama: Ceh,boleh amek kertas lagi tu :p cikgu pun relax je ni haaa

ICT : Mak aihhh, cikgu tu relax je, ku pun mengambil kesempatan la, haha

Sejarah: Well,ustazah tu agak strict so tak tunjuk gangster sgt la :p


WHATEVER,ANYWAY IM STILL HAPPY

Exam Papers ; Yesterdays and Today

Bahasa Melayu : Go-for-it-mel!

Physics:Go-again :p

English: Someone-please-hit-me-on-the-head

Chemistry:I-think-i-need-to-call-999

Add Maths:I-helped-zikri-get-2 points. haha

Est: Wow-this-hard maaa? :|

sometimes i just love it hwen im gubra in add maths, hihi cheers!

A Day Full with Laughters

Hari ni Ainaa bawak phone dia sebab dah janji dgn anky. After that, mel pun explore la phone nya, main game, oh ya phone dia cantik, and ringan and slim! and ada sims2! mel pun macam batak sikit, main bowling, ingtkan bowling tu guna keypad, tapi bila instruction dia suruh menghayung kan pone tu, mel pun macam terkejut, haha owner phone tu pun tak tau sebenrnye -_- haha menghayun baru bowling ball tu gerak! hahahhaha. after dicover bowling, main joking, bahri siap bet rm5 lagi, dia ingtkan kite terer rasenye :p tp last last kite kalah , sebab part belok tu macam susah sikit. haha, last but not least, fishing! dia suruh melontar phone tu pulak, haha, ku pun nak melontar, tapi cikgu ada depan, bila cikgu pandang tmpat lain, ku sempat lah melontar tapi tk dapat ikan pun, Ainaa yang terer.

Lepas rehat,zikri nak main, so bagi lah dia main, dia main bowling siap diri lagi and hayun macam letting a bowling ball go, tak boleh blaaaaaaaa. -_- looks like a pro, tapi strike tak jugak, haha


Pastu Ainaa ngn Mel tnye bahri,

Mel:Kau ni bah,mcm tkde perasaan je ku tngok.
Bahri:Aku jenis yang sempoi.
Zikri:Bangga lah tu :p
Mel and Ainaa: Haha
Ainaa:Kau en ramai peminat, apesal macam tkde comitment?
Bahri:...... Pastu lie down
Mel: Eh bah? kau mkn dalam ke?
Bahri: ha? apesal pulak?


Hmm,bah mmg macam tu, relax orang nye. We all talked bout tamagochi laaa,digimon laa, bapak best sial. And the problem is i cant stop laughing. :D


LAstly,bila nak balik. Panties kite tersedut,then nak tarik , so pegi lah tmpat yang 'private' sikit. tp bah ternmpk, ku dgn muka tk malunya, buat peace je. hahahah

Pastu lepas ku keluar class pun dia pndang and sengih sengih je, ku bagi dia satu tumbukan di tangannnya :D


Hari ni sangat happy :)

My Shitty Shitty Day!

At last,real shit happens :) thnk you God.

First im happy for Ainaa, for her birthday.

Second,im happy with my Maths, sebab chapter baru its just about algebra :)

Third,shitty. Sebab someone ate her cupcake, i mean like secretly -_- its not like ainaa tak jemput u makan, apehal nak memalu, classmate je kot. Come on laaa lelaki bertelur,dont be like this.


Fourthly,Im loving my homeworks.

Fifthly, At the school canteen, i accidently sat on a chair that has chewed gum -_- omg! i really didnt notice it, i just sit and eat and talk to Min, and i was like, keling paria mane yang letak ni? -________- mencarik pasal!

Sixth,I have to have some rest. Hihi bye

Memang nak kata.

Show your boyfriend you love him.



What would you say to your ex/ex's?



Predict a favourite friend of yours.

Everybody Knows-John Legend

Lagu ni sebenarnya lagu break up , tapi suka lagu ni, kenapa layan macam tak suka, when kite sayang sangat that person, fikir fikirkan lah , How to make it work, and how to ease the hurt.



It gets harder every day, but I can't seem to shake the painI'm trying to find the words to say, please sayIt's written all over my face, I can'tFunction the same when you're not hereI'm calling your name and no one's thereAnd I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy, I still can't believe you found somebody newBut I wish you the best, I guess.'Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knowsHow to make it work, or how to ease the hurtWe've heard it all before, that everybody knowsHow to make it right, I wish we gave it one more tryOne more tryOne more try'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knowsI don't care what the people sayThey're probably lonely anywayBaby don't fill up your head with he-said, she-saidIt seems like you just don't knowThe radio's on, you tuning me out, I'm trying to speak, you're turning me downAnd I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy, I still can't believe you found somebody newBut I wish you the best, I guess.'Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knowsHow to make it work, or how to ease the hurtWe've heard it all before, that everybody knowsHow to make it right, I wish we gave it one more tryOne more tryOne more tryOne more try'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knowsOh I wish you'd understandOh, just an ordinary manListen we'd have knownEverybody knows, but nobody really knowsAnd I know one day you'll see, nobody has it easyI still can't believe you found somebody newI wish you the best, I guess.'Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knowsHow to make it work, or how to ease the hurtWe've heard it all before, that everybody knowsHow to make it right, I wish we gave it one more tryOne more tryOne more tryOne more try'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

What upsets me?

Im upset of myself, ppl would automatically hate you, because you're good at something, and will look at you for a reason and another.

Buying a Nikon would not make you a photographer, ape kepundek nye semua ini?

Jangan budget comel depan mata aku. Jgn nak control suara kau yang memang originally nya besar.

Jgn datang dekat kat aku, sebab kau tau aku akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk menjauhkan diri daripada kau.

Jgn text aku sebab kau telah menyakitkan hati aku, im very dumb to trust you on the first place.

Sebab aku hyper lah aku cakap semua benda ni, kalau kau ras tak penting jgn baca, aku type apa yang aku rasa. I write to express, not impress.

Jgn nak buat cite gempak, kalau hasilnya seciput je.

Jangan nak fikir aku ckp main direct, rasanya kau yang buat aku macam ni. aku bosan dipijak kepala.

Jangan ingat aku ni lemah sgt smpai apa apa yang kau mintak dari aku, aku bagi. Mcm babi kalau buat aku mcm ni.

Jgn nak membandingkan aku dgn orang lain, sebab aku memang suka jadi diri aku, kalau nak ubahkan orang, ubahkan diri sendiri dulu.

Jgn ckp aku sorang je yang salah, walhal kau pun terlibat sama.


Jgn kata aku gemuk,when im just bigger than you.

Jgn kata aku gelabah, when aku buat semua ni ada sebabnya.

ok, sambung yang tadi

Sekarang mel rase mel macam jahat, sebab cakap main lepas je. smpai bebudak ckp mel kerek dah, sebab mel dah tkde rase malu dengan dorang,seuma budget nak lepas je, mel malas nak simpan, like i was last year.

I wonder why?

Ku demam, and ku tahu kenapa ku demam -_- sebab berjalan bnyk sgt mase tu, hari sabtu yang keagakan macam 'pesta' tu, haha, 3 hari ku tak pergi sekolah ni, ainaa pun dah rindu ku sakan sakan nih,homework ku pun bertimbun timbun, presentation pun , nayh tak yah risau pun ah , :p Ku kat rumah just tido je, then makan ubat, then tido, smpai boyfriend ku pun tk puas hati sebab ku tkde masa untuk dia, memang setiap hari lah gado, I wonder why eh? :(

Macam nak nangis nih :(

Tapi mel tak nangis jugak! sebab mel orangnya kuat dan tabah :D kan ainaa? tapi yang masa maths i tak reti nak buat bid tu kite lupakan je eh, serious doe cikgu ajar laju sgt, i cant catch uuuuupppppppp :( i cried sikit . hehe.

I really need,

-to make friends.
-to reduce my weight -_- wtf 63 kg?
-to be more patient and try not to leave home.
-to buy Ainaa something, Vans shoes kot.
-to fix my relationship with adi.
-to learn my past to build a whole new month that im going to start on the 1st FEb.
-practise more add maths and maths so that i can show my brother that im super duper lagi hebat than him! muahahahah!
-to shop less and eat less.
-stop watching porn. :p sheeesh
-stop reading books :( ; only when it is super emergency!
-make myself comfrtble when im around public.


*:D i really really have to!

Sometimes It's Gonna Rain :(

I know i'm fat, tapi jgnlah tegur :(


End.

Some Kantoi'ness :D

That girl there, yup a friend of mine when I was deeeeeeep hearted 5 :p We do things together, I mean we even pottied together too. Haha , seronoooooooook lah aliaa! :D Dia tido rumah I, so macam splendid happy aa sebab ada kawan. Hehe.

1st Day.

Semuanya baik baik. and we talked about our memories masa dulu smpai sekarang, Sumpah kelaka. Like .

Mel: Kite tak nak kawan awak! Kite nak barbie tu!

Alia: Kite amek dulu, tu kite punya la,awak main yang tu!

Haha, comel jeeeek :p

2nd Day.

Enough of talking and she got a phone call from her friend from bangi. Nak pertolongan actually. Then dia suruh kitorang (Me, My sister and her sister) coverkan untuk dia. Haha sounds stupid kan sebab i tak penah buat benda macam ni actually. Haaa,then mama tnya. Where's alia? I havent seen her a whole day? then i cakap, dia dalam toilet. Time tu ok lagi. And we texted alia that dia akan bertolak lepas subuh, so macam relief lah sikit sebab tmorrow will be fine. I mean would be :p Pastu mama kejut untuk smyang subuh. Haha part ni best! Mama kira tau, then tanye alia mane. I ckp dlm tooilet. Adik aku dah bngun dah tapi buat buat tido! babi fucker! hahah,pastu mama check the toilet,nobody's there. then she checked the whole house. Aku memang duuppp daaaaap gegila time tu!Ohhh FUCCCCCKKKK OHHH GOOODDDDDDD. :D Then i text alia

Mel: Alia, busted. We're busted! Seriously! BUSTED GHILA!

Alia: Ohhh maaan, yang bantal buat macam shape orang tu?

Mel: anem tido lasak sgt dooo,tak jadi orang dah.

Alia:What the fuck,man. Haiyo.

Mel: Call me weh, talk to mama

Mama and alia's conversation.

Mama: alia kat mana ni?

Alia: Kat bangi, tido rumah hanan.

Mama:Kenapa alia buat macam ni, bagitau la kalau alia nak balik bangi . auntie dah menggigil lutut dah ni, tngok anak orang dah hilang.

Alia: Alia takutt, nanti auntie nomi tak bagi.

Mama:Hiiiissh,next time tell me. Let me know.

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Mama pandang kitorang.

Mama: Korang tau kan Alia kelua? Knape tak bagitau mama.

Mel:Kakak pun takut ma, tak tau nak backup sape.

Mama: Ni bukan hal back up2. Mama fkir yang buruk buruk je skrg ni. Hmmmm.

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Ku tidur balik. bngun pukul 11 :D Ching!

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Alia bawak kawan dia sekali. Hanan, andMai -_- (mai pretending to be hanan's siter)

Haha pandai lah korang ni :p Then told mama what happened from A-Z. Dah settle. Then Alia dating dengan En.Baki a.k.a Wan Mohd Akram.

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Malam tu mama takde rumah. Pegi opening SUA kat Bukit Jalil. Kete semua ada. Pastu Alia and I nak buat dajal. Bawak kete tu, bersiar siar. Hahah,tapi pakai seatbelts aaa sebab takde Rm300. Hahahahah :p jejoget lagu To the Ayer :p cheit,macam Nigga mari sudaaa.

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3rd Day.

Nothing

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4th Day.

Nthing happened.

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5th Day.

As usual.

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6th Day.

Haaaaa, ni best skit. Alia nak jumpa boyfie dia kat bawah. Then i followed her, ontheway ke bawah tu , aku nmpk ayah aku. haha pastu ayah tanye kiorang dari mana? cakap aaa dari padang nak bagi booklist kat kawan :p Pastu ayah suro pass ice kat mama sebab ayah nak pegi gunting rambut yang memang dah tkde rambut tu -_- sheesh. Pastu masuk ikut pintu belakang.

Mama tnye dari mana. Then I answered, ayah drop by kitorang tadi, kitorang ikut pegi kedai.

hak hak hak! Pandai jugak aku :9 Pastu terus I mintak kunci kete mama. Then amek boyfie alia kat padang and beli topup . Hehe, Like mama cakap, Kalau korang dah dapat kete, macam jakun je. Hahahahahah, sampai hati mama :p

Pastu alia balik and Saya jumpa boyfrnd saya! Saya rindu dia :) Seronok cecuti ni.